walk beside me

Tuesday, October 27, 2009

just 3 days to the start of exam and i've fallen victim to the weather.

just slightly more than 2 weeks to home.

please please, my body, please.

i need to finish up my corp law studies.

please. :(

hearts 19:56:00
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Saturday, October 24, 2009

i'm just less than a month away from home but already, i'm dreaming of all the gorgeous food awaiting me, the fun that i'll have with my laydees and my man, the joy at getting exasperated by my siblings and most of all, the leisure that i so yearn.

i wanna sit at tawandang, sipping a mug of cold beer listening to raw energy play in the background.

i wanna boogie my night away at dbl o, zouk, butter and what nots with my laydees in tow.

i wanna walk down the streets with that familiar hand in mine in leisure steps.

i wanna stone in front of my television, playing discovery channel, national geographic, axn on a round the clock basis.

my laptop will be left at a corner, gathering dust.

my fingers will not go into spasm from my frantic note-takings.

my legs will stop shaking as i try to release the tension in my body.

my mind will go into shut-down mode to recover what little memory space i have left.

but for now, it's the book in front of me that needs attention, as another awaits its turn.

hearts 21:11:00
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Thursday, October 22, 2009

8 days to start of exams.

19 days to peace.

22 days to home.

hearts 11:53:00
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Saturday, October 17, 2009

i'm just 28 days away.

hearts 01:33:00
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Sunday, October 11, 2009

this weekend marks the end of a chapter.

a couple of tears, lots of laughter.

individual hugs, group hugs.

speeches were made, pledges were made.

in a foreign land where we only have friends to call family,

a huge chunk of this family of mine are now beginning a new chapter.

every 2 years, we say, let's have a reunion.

and when the 2 years come, we'll remember and never forget. :)

hearts 21:40:00
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Friday, October 09, 2009

i hate surprises cos it keeps me in suspense, and i hate that kinda feeling.

but still, my man insists on it.

and i'm pleasantly surprised (that's an understatement) once again.

999 loveseends.

2 swans.

999 days together. :)

hearts 20:49:00
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i grew up praying to remain innocent.

innocent about friendships.

innocent about relationships.

innocent about humans.

innocent about the world.

unfortunately, sometimes God has other plans for you.

i grew up becoming cynical.

cynical about friendships.

cynical about relationships.

cynical about humans.

cynical about the world.

when my birthday came and went,

i was in two extremes of the emotive world.

at one end, i was overjoyed by the outpouring of love and wishes that i got from my friends and loved ones.

at other end, i was greatly disappointed by a couple of missing individuals, peeps whose friendships i've greatly treasured.

doubts were cast as to when friendship began and when it ends.

truly, what's the meaning of it all?

we can't have the best of both worlds.

we gain some and we lose some.

that's just how the world spins.

still, i would love to have retain that innocence.

and never have gained the cynicism.

hearts 12:10:00
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Thursday, October 08, 2009

viewed 4 apartments today.

one caught my eye.

like seriously caught my eye.

i've probably never felt so strongly for an apartment before.

will be lodging an application form for it tomorrow though it's really rather expensive.

oh well. we shall see. :)

hearts 01:51:00
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Thursday, October 01, 2009

the countdown begins.

30 days to the start of exams.

41 days to the end of exams and massive moving.

44 days from home.

hearts 19:15:00
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