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Saturday, July 31, 2004

You said to me.

"Will Smith's character said this to a cat, 'You're a cat whilst I'm black. You know we can never be together.'"

And you realised too late what I caught on as the meaning.

hearts 00:50:00
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Thursday, July 29, 2004

I got a new haircut.
Mum says it makes me look fat.
Maid says I look younger.

I guess I'm just being childish.

Happy 21st birthday Mervin Cai Zheng Jie!
I just get a kick out of doing that. :p

"Now I know how it feels when a bottle smashes over my head."

-- Ejay after flairing... he sure knows how to make his girl worry.

hearts 23:47:00
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I'd like to run away From you, But if you didn't come And find me ... I would die.
-- Shirley Bassey
True poets don't write Their thoughts with a pen... They release the ink that flows From within their heart.

-- Anonymous

hearts 15:36:00
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I've an urge to get a MC. Stone at home and just think REAL hard how to do that damn essay for DocPro.

Forget it. I'll just turn up for class and hand it in late.

I just have NO idea what to write.  I need guidance!!!


hearts 15:04:00
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Damn technology.
Damn old tapes.



hearts 04:29:00
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Wednesday, July 28, 2004

The nostalgia wave has passed and the next wave shall come.


hearts 22:12:00
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"We should all be so lucky to have someone who will never let us go. The ultimate legacy is to leave behind someone who will love you forever."

-- Ally McBeal

hearts 02:56:00
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Lotsa thoughts swarmed into my mind today.

Thoughts of you.
Thoughts of the past.
Thoughts of secondary school life.
Thoughts of friends who became strangers.
Thoughts of best friends who became mere friends.
Thoughts of friends becoming acquaintences.

Things have really changed through the years.

I was once a quiet little girl whom no teachers ever thought much of, who never got into any forms of trouble. Who just did her work on time and was always organised.

Now, I'm a girl who lives life on the edge. Dating guys that I know would be frowned upon. Drinking to the limits. Being everything that I set out not to be.

I was supposed to go JC and complete my As so that I could do Law in University.
But I didn't.
All for a man.

I was supposed to be on my way to Aussie.
But I didn't.
All for a man.

And now, I fear I might make that same mistake.

hearts 01:26:00
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Was reading Priya's letter when my thoughts fluttered back to a year back.
Things have changed.
But I still wonder...

What if...

hearts 01:04:00
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Tuesday, July 27, 2004

You get one life, and whatever you do with it, and whatever is done to you, you've got to face that. You can't pretend it didn't happen.

-- Cassie in Murder by Numbers

hearts 00:41:00
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Monday, July 26, 2004

I'm having cramps.
My sister is getting pissed.
I fear for my little sister.
I miss him.


hearts 18:33:00
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I'm having my fucking menstruation now and it well, it's dripping out of me.


I remember him asking me what's in my Carefree pouch and asked me if it contains make-up. My eyes squint and was like, "No. It contains tampons." LOL. That shut him up and brought him back to his phone conversation with Glenn about cocktails.

Missing him already.

hearts 00:56:00
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Sunday, July 25, 2004

Spent the night at his place.
I'm just falling deeper and deeper.

Despite your past, I just wanna embrace you for the present. :)

hearts 21:02:00
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Saturday, July 24, 2004

Was reading through some blogs of my beautiful friends and I just realised, or rather, the impact has finally been felt that I'm now a 3rd year student, endorsed with supposed capabilities and responsibility to carry out my assignments and tasks as told.

For the first time in my 19 years, I actually felt the need to buy an organiser, detail down notes in my little notebook and set down appointments on my handphone's organiser. There's just like a million things rushing pass my very eyes in 1 second. In production terms, it's like 50 frames a second. It's crazy.

Went for tuition with Gracia today. I felt so tired yet so alive. Sometimes I wonder if Ejay is the source of my energy now and that scares me. I'm afraid of history repeating. Of me being so dependent on him, only for him to hurt me in the long run and I'll be thrown off balance once again. I finally felt that I've regained balance in my life. I'm no longer losing control.

I am able to reach school in time for class. I am able to stay awake when required to. I am actually on the ball with my projects. I've never felt more anxious about projects. One assignment that I delayed doing was for Scriptwriting and I felt so guilty for not handing it up that I felt a sudden rush to finish it and hand it into her straightaway!

This adrenalin rush has to last me till next April, I pray. I need to get over with my Web Design. I need to pass ALL my modules this semester. I'm so afraid of screwing up again. I've never been so fearful in my life about my education.

Let's see what assignments on hand.
  1. Filming for Documentary Productions - 24th July 2004
  2. Essay for Documentary Productions - 29th July 2004
  3. Essay for Scriptwriting - 27th July 2004 (delayed)

That's all for now. All within a week. This is going to be so fun and I've yet to list down my editting dates. Wow. With tuition for Gracia and Chun Hao and Project Competition with NPCC, I'm stretched to the max. I gave up Pygmalion as a result. -sigh-

Thank God after the filming, I can go back to attending church. A hiatus is not exactly something that I wanna do for too long. I miss the congregation though, at times, I feel suffocated. I miss fellowship. I miss singing praises to the Lord with all my brothers and sisters. Most importantly, I missed being in God's house. Anyhow, I'll have to meet Brother Dickson on Monday. Hope I kept that day free for him. -wonders-

I feel so energized.

So revitalized.

And the only explanation that I can give

Is you.

hearts 02:28:00
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It feels good to know you think about me.


hearts 01:32:00
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Friday, July 23, 2004

Control centre has been invaded.

And it's fine by me. *smiles*

hearts 20:59:00
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My blood boils when I think of those imbeciles.

May God deal with them in His own fair and just ways.

God bless those who fell victim.

hearts 00:13:00
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Thursday, July 22, 2004

Anytime you feel
Like you just can't hold on
Just hold on to my love
And I'll help you be strong
But you're so afraid to lose
And, baby, I can't reach your heart
I can't face this wall
That's keeping us apart

When I could be the one to show you
Ev'rything you've missed before
Just hold on now, 'cause I could be
The one to give you more
Let you know

(Chorus:)Anytime you need love, baby
I'm on your side
Just let me be the one
I can make it all right,
I can make it all right
Anytime you need love, baby
You're in my heart
I can make it all right

When I look into your eyes
And I feel it coming through
I can't help but want you
More than I want to
So, baby, take all of your fears(So, baby, take all of your fears)
And cast them all on me'
Cause all I ever wanted
Was just to make you see

That I could be the one to give you
All that you've been searching for
Just hold on to my love
And, baby, let me give you more
You know

(Repeat chorus)

(Bridge:)Now there's no way out
And I can't help the way I feel
'Cause, baby, you're the fire
And I'll be waiting right here
You'll know my love is real
Baby, yeah, yeah, yeah(Repeat chorus until fade)

-- Kelly Clarkson's Anytime

hearts 13:47:00
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You Are Right Brained In Love

Bit of a drama queen
Peacemaker, first to end a fight
Good at thinking up creative dates
Tend to fall in love and get hurt easily
Going with your gut instead of your head
Emphathetic and caring, sometimes to a fault
Good at recognizing patterns in relationships
Been in love many times, perhaps too many to count
Wildly passionate and intense when falling in love
Spontaneous with relationships, going with the flow
Overly visual - can play back past dates like movies in your mind
Roses, love poems, and stuffed animals are a good start to winning your heart

Are You Right Brained or Left Brained in Love? Take This Quiz :-)


You Are a Feminine Beauty!

You make any guy feel like a man, simply by standing next to him
You have a classic womanly appeal - and you've got a look for every occasion
This doesn't mean that you can't kick back in (designer) jeans and sneakers
You just prefer to be girly and sweet as often as possible

What Type of Beauty Are You? Take This Quiz :-)

hearts 01:01:00
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We talked.
We sighed.
We realised.

We're in love.

hearts 00:52:00
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Wednesday, July 21, 2004

I'm sorry.
But it's bittersweet.

hearts 02:20:00
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Tuesday, July 20, 2004

To see hair in your dream, signifies sexual virility, seduction, sensuality, vanity, and health. It is indicative of your attitudes. If your hair is knotted or tangled, then it is symbolic of uncertainty and confusion in your life. You may be unable to think straight. If the wind is blowing through your hair, then it signifies freedom to express uninhibited feelings. You are "letting your hair down".

To dream that you are cutting your hair, suggests that you are experiencing a loss in strength. You may feel that someone is trying to censor you. Alternatively, you may be reshaping your thinking or ambitions and eliminating unwanted thoughts/habits.

To dream that you are combing or styling your hair, suggests that you are taking on and evaluating a new idea, concept, outlook, or way of thinking. You may be putting your thoughts in order and getting your facts straight. A more literal interpretation suggests your concerns about your self-image and appearance.

To dream that someone is smelling your hair, indicates sexual curiosity and your need for some sensual stimulation.? You have a lot to learn about a relationship. The way yours or someone else's hair smell may remind your of a particular person. If you are reaching for someone else's hair, then it suggests that you are trying to connect with that person on a spiritual or intellectual level. It also refers to sympathy, protectiveness, and fraternal love.
To dream that someone is giving you a haircut, suggests that you are experiencing a decreased sense of power. You may feel that you were criticized unfairly.
To dream that you are at the salon, indicates your consciousness of your appearance and beauty. You may be trying too hard to impress others. It may also suggests deception and cover-up of some situation. Alternatively, it may denote a new outlook toward life.
To see books in your dream, indicates calmness. You will advance toward your goals at a slow and steady pace. Books also symbolize knowledge, intellect, information and wisdom. Consider the type of book. It may represent a significant calling into a specific field of work.
To dream that you are in a library, signifies the search for knowledge and the hunger for ideas. You may be trying to seek out new meanings in life or you need to study and evaluate your situation before taking action.

To see a library in your dream, symbolizes the knowledge you have accumulated over the years.
To see your enemy in your dream, represents opposing ideas and contradictory attitudes. It also indicates something that you are in denial about or someone whom you are rejecting. Enemies may also represent the enemies within and your inner conflict with yourself.
To dream that you are dealing with the enemies, represents a resolution to some inner conflict or waking life problem.

hearts 23:36:00
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I've been so tired lately. OMG. I probably slept like 12 hours and I still seek for more. Dickson messaged me on MSN today asking me when I can meet him. I skipped the session with him earlier this Monday.
Mabel's birthday just came and went. So has Hungping's. Sometimes, I wonder - what's the big deals about birthdays? I think I'm gonna be one of those paranoid women who REFUSES to reveal their birthdates in fear of celebrating it. Each year that passes me by means a year lost to time.
Haven't had time to catch up with alot of people lately. I'm just closing myself up again. Somehow I've fallen in love with isolation. As much as I yearn for company, my entire body just refuses to allow me to interact with others.
Having tuition with Gracia later in the night. Gonna have to go get my MC soon.
I'm still yawning despite the long hours' of sleep. I seriously think I need help. I don't seem to have any energy to move on in life or whatsoever. I feel so zapped off my energy.
Think I better get going before I fall victim to the beautiful world of dreamland.

hearts 16:29:00
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I've fallen.
Are you sure you wanna fall in love with me?
Don't think it's a choice anymore.
Don't hurt me.
I won't, don't hurt me?
I won't.

hearts 10:10:00
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Monday, July 19, 2004

Typing away my very thoughts,
Your face surfaced repeatedly.
It has only been a couple days
Yet, the feeling is of years.
I yearn for your arms
To be wrapped tightly round me.
I yearn for your lips
To kiss me sweetly through nights.
We've been hurt before in past
And fears prevent us from commit,
My heart calls out your name
As I take the risky step of possible hurt.
I held out my hand shakily to you,
Hold my hand, will you?
Never let it go, never do
And I'll be yours forever and more.

hearts 23:22:00
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Aspirins and alcohol.
Familiarity of it all.
Psychotic morons.
Nightmares return.
You and I.
If only equations were that simple.

hearts 02:39:00
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Sunday, July 18, 2004

Don't hurt me.
Promise me that you won't
Cos I'm falling,
Falling into the
Web of love.
Loving you was never a choice, it was to be.

hearts 18:20:00
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Saturday, July 17, 2004

Just wanna hear your voice.
Just wanna hear you say that I can count on you.
Dependency kills.

hearts 15:09:00
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I hate to be bugged.

hearts 01:15:00
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Thursday, July 15, 2004

"Love you darling."

"Love you too."

"How much?"

"How do you measure love?"

"Like this..." *using his thumb and index finger to indicate*

*smiles* "I love you enough."

hearts 20:45:00
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Your Icecream Flavour is...Neopolitan!
You aren't satisfied with just one flavor. They say variety is the spice of life and this shines through in your Ice cream of choice! Just don't eat all the chocolate and leave the strawberry and vanilla behind!
What is your Icecream Flavour?

Find out at Go Quiz

Too much of something is NEVER good.

I love you, dearie.

hearts 19:28:00
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Wednesday, July 14, 2004

What Is Your Best Sexual Skill?
Flirting Skill Level - 77%
Kissing Skill Level - 88%
Cudding Skill Level - 82%
Sex Skill Level - 84%
Why They Love You You keep going and going and going...
Why They Hate You You kiss better than them.
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hearts 04:08:00
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Your voice was like sweet lullaby.

Could hear it every single day and never get bored.

hearts 03:51:00
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Seeing you tomorrow.

Wanted to run out of house at 3 this morning when I hear you call...

I miss hugging you.

My arms were reaching out to you...

I miss kissing you.

The sensation lingers...

I miss you.

Everything just seems irrelevant...

hearts 00:49:00
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Tuesday, July 13, 2004

It is remarkable how similar the pattern of love is to the pattern of insanity. -- Merovingian - Matrix Revolutions

hearts 16:26:00
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"I just wanna hear your voice."

You have no idea how true that is for me. *smiles*

hearts 01:57:00
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Monday, July 12, 2004

It has been less than 24 hours

But I miss you already.


I've really fallen... HARD.

Catch me and don't let go...

hearts 16:10:00
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In a place that won't let us feel

In a life where nothing seems real

I have found you

I have found you

In a world that's moving too fast

In a world where nothing can last

I will hold you

I will hold you

Our lives will change when tomorrow comes

Tonight our hearts drown the distant drums

and we have music all right

tearing the night

A song

played on a solo saxophone

A crazy sound, a lonely sound

A cry that tells us love goes on and on

played on a solo saxophone

It's telling me

to hold you tight

and dance like it's the last night of the world

On the other side of the earth

There's a place where life still has worth

I will take you

I'll go with you

You won't believe all the things you'll see

I know 'cause you'll see them all with me

If we're together that's when

we'll hear it again

A song

played on a solo saxophone

A crazy sound, a lonely sound

A cry that tells us love goes on and on

Played on a solo saxophone

It's telling me

to hold you tight

and dance like it's the last night of the world


they were all I ever knew


you won't need when I'm through


we may be

I will sing with you

a song...

A song played on a solo saxophone

So stay with me

and hold me tight

and dance

like it's the last night of the world

-- Lea Salonga & Simon Bowman's Last Night of the World

hearts 01:12:00
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What is growing up?

Was watching a movie on Star Movies with him and he was mentioning that in the future, I'll be a rebel chick. I got addicted to that show. A prim and proper mother who stops her children from having sex in the pool, skinny-dipping and firm with all the rules and stuff, was actually a rebel, groupie and disco-girl in her younger days.

She wears beige now, dull colors whilst her best friend continued to lead the flamboyant lifestyle of the past. In her own definition, she has succeeded what her friend didn't succeed. She got a house, a family, a loving husband, 2 beautiful daughters and a career. What more could she ask?

Yet towards the climax of the film, she realised that in the midst of her pursuit for these materials, she lost her trueself. Her true spirit was sacrificed for her family, career and husband. Her friend was just the trigger she needed to snap back to reality and stop her disillusion.

Then a question popped into my head.

Do people grow up, only to lose themselves to the bustling of city life?
Or do they grow up discovering who they truly are?

When I look at the grown-ups around me, fear creeps into me. The amount of sacrifices they make, the choices that they faced before going down this grown-up path - they are just way too much for me to handle.

I'm hitting 20 years next year. Twenty freaking years old. I'm gonna enter into my next decade in a year's time. Some might say I'm paranoid but I'm truly afraid of the transformation that is to be placed before me.

Who will I be when I grow up?

What will I be like when I'm grown up?

Growing up suddenly become so frightening.

hearts 00:46:00
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Sunday, July 11, 2004

I'm falling.

Are you gonna catch me?

Catch me,


hearts 19:36:00
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Saturday, July 10, 2004

Nothing is pure black & white.
There's lotsa gray areas.

And I learn them too late.

hearts 11:57:00
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Friday, July 09, 2004

I caved in.
Caved into my emotions.

But there was no reply.

I miss you.

hearts 15:25:00
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Thursday, July 08, 2004

Some tried to convince me to give you a chance. Some tried to dissuade me from even going beyond the path of friendship.

I started questioning your motives again. Started to question why would anyone like a person like me, with a history that probably paints the most depressing mural. It's hard for me to see things without thinking that you're just one of those MEN out to harm me. It's hard for me to believe that someone can actually love me afterall that has happened.

I find it hard to believe in your words. I find it hard to believe or trust in any men. I find it so hard to lead life without all these walls that keeps me all closed up from the hurt and pain of this world. This dreary world.

Some says I'm too young to be jaded. Some says I've not seen enough of this world to be a cynic. But tell me, how do you put an age as 'appropriate to the feeling of jaded' or how do you define 'enough' to be qualified as a cynic?

Definitions. Questions. Measures.

Science was supposed to provide us logic in this illogical world of ours but it proved to be more of a nuisance than of help.

I miss you but I won't admit it.

I'm not gonna say things that will allow you to have any hold on me.

As long as I never confess how I feel, as long as I never commit myself entirely to you, I'm still a free agent. I'm still free...

Gonna see you tomorrow.
Wanna be free yet
Wanna be owned...
By you.

hearts 22:05:00
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I just want you to know that I love you so much. I know I haven't been in the best of shape and not in the best condition to say anything. Deep down inside, however, I'm praying for the best for you.

I know you understand our actions and I truly thank God for friends like you, Reh, Dav, BZ, Radish and Foo for keeping me sane. In the same manner, I worry for you as much as you worry for me.

So please, call me when you're down k? :)

Love ya lots!!!

hearts 01:26:00
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Wednesday, July 07, 2004

I pray every night that somehow He'll bring you back to Him.

And you know how important church is to me. :)

hearts 15:27:00
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Tuesday, July 06, 2004

I just felt so alive when I heard you say,

"I think I'm falling for you."

But my heart has been wounded too often.

I find it hard to believe your words.

hearts 22:22:00
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They say love is complicated.

But now,

I'm seeing the simple side of it.


hearts 14:34:00
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Monday, July 05, 2004

Greece won!!!

Yippee!!! :D

hearts 07:35:00
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Sunday, July 04, 2004

What's Your Outlook on Life?

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Which feeling are you?

hearts 18:34:00
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To see a crocodile in your dream, forewarns of hidden danger. Someone near you is giving you bad advice and is trying to sway you into poor decisions. The crocodile may be an aspect of yourself and your aggressive and "snappy" attitude. Or maybe it reveals that you have displayed some false emotions and shedding "crocodile tears".

To dream that you are smoking or offering a cigarette, signifies your need for a break. It may also points to issues of? dependency. However if you are against smoking and have this dream, you must analyze aspects of your waking life and what you are dong that may adversely affect your health.

To see the sea in your dream, represents your unconscious and your transition between your unconscious and conscious. It also often represents your emotions. The dream may also be a pun on your understanding and perception of a situation. "I see" or perhaps there is something you need to "see" more clearly. Alternatively, the dream may indicate a need to reassure yourself or offer reassurance to someone.

To dream that you are driving a car, denotes your ambition, your drive and your ability to navigate from one stage of your life to another. Consider how smooth or rough the car ride is. Whether you are driving the car or a passenger, is indicative of of your active role or passive role in your life. If you are in the backseat of the car, then it indicates that you are putting yourself down and are allowing others to take over. This may be a result of low self-esteem or low self-confidence. Overall, this dream symbol is an indication of your dependence and degree of control you have on your life.

To see a parked car in your dream, suggests that you need to turn your efforts and energies elsewhere. You may be needlessly spending your energy in a fruitless endeavor. Alternatively, a parked car my symbolize your need to stop and enjoy life.

To see or taste curry in your dream, suggests that you are emotionally sensitive and easily irritable. Alternatively, it refers to your quick-wit, sharpness, and intellect. It may also mean that you feel like you are? hot stuff.

To dream that you are on a resort, represents your need for some relaxation and escape from the pressures of everyday life. You need to re-energize yourself.? The dream may also be a pun a "last resort". Don't be afraid to turn to someone for help.

To see a house in your dream, represents your own soul and self. Specific rooms in the house indicate a specific aspect of your psyche. In general, the attic represents your intellect, the basement represents the unconscious, etc. If the house is empty, then it indicates feelings of insecurity.? If the house is shifting, then it suggests that you are going through some personal changes and changing your belief system.

To see an old, run-down house in your dream, represents your old beliefs, attitudes and how you used to think or feel. A situation in your current life may be bringing about those same old attitudes and feelings. Alternatively, the old house may symbolize your need to update you mode of thinking. If the house is new, then it indicates that you are entering into a new phase or new area in your life.

To see your bed in your dream, represents you intimate self and discovery of your sexuality. If you are sleeping in your own bed, then it denotes security and restoration of your mind.?You are looking for domestic bliss and peace. If you are waking up in different and unknown beds, then it represent the consequences of the decisions you have made.

To dream that you are in the bedroom, signifies aspects of your self that you keep private. It is also indicative of your sexual nature and intimate relations.

To see the outside of the church in your dream, signifies sacredness and spiritual nourishment. It is representative of your value system and the things you hold sacred.

To dream that you are in a church, suggests that you are seeking for some spiritual enlightenment and guidance. You are looking to be uplifted in some way. Perhaps you have made some mistakes in the past which have set you back on your path toward your goals. With proper support, you will get on the right track again. Alternatively, it may also mean that you are questioning and debating your life path and where it is leading. You are reevaluating what you want to do.

hearts 17:03:00
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My first step in,
Nauseous and anxiety
Overwhelmed my senses.
Feeling faint and alien,
I glanced at the congregation
Singing in praises and worship.

Fellow mates smiled
But my heart was cold.
The distant in relations
Has finally caved in upon me.
I felt like puking, running
Far away from all the pressure.

I heard Your words
But I banished them in the cold.
The cynical view of life I hold
Just don't go well with the
Ideological life that they preach.
I yearn for You but sins claim me.

hearts 05:10:00
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Saturday, July 03, 2004

This is what the LORD Almighty, the God of Israel, says: Reform
your ways and your actions, and I will let you live in this place.
-- Jeremiah 7:3

We often take for granted what we have, where we live, the
friends who bless our lives, and the family that gives us a place
to belong and grow. All of these are all gifts to us from God. We
don't deserve them. We don't earn them. But, we can surely destroy
them. God wants us to live obediently, not just to please him, but
also to protect ourselves and those we love. So let's reform our
actions and live for him and not for ourselves.

Almighty and Holy Father, please forgive me of my sins. Please
bless me and empower me as I seek to turn my life around to live
passionately for you and your glory. In Jesus' name I pray. Amen.


hearts 18:57:00
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Suddenly this word seems to have a drop in value.

hearts 10:20:00
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Friday, July 02, 2004

A chapter closed
And a new page begins.
Rows of friends awaits
As the seconds goes by.

Goodbye is not meant
To be said or uttered.
Goodbye should not exist
If 'hello' is intended.

Yet, the journey begins
For you this day,
To venture on your own
And carve a niche.

Friends, we will always.
Standing here, arms ready
To welcome you back
Into our crowded midst.

hearts 01:31:00
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Thursday, July 01, 2004

Lychee Martini
Japanese Nipple
Vodka 7-up
1 jug of vodka 7-up.

1 bed.


hearts 16:46:00
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