went to opera bar today to recognise my 21st.
i specifically told everyone not to buy any cakes or anything as this is not a celebration. no, it's not, cos the cakes were usually bought by buddy.
then before i went out, i received a call from buddy's girl and my heart stopped.
i called her back and was wondering what was up.
she said she had something for me and that it's at her place.
i arranged to meet her later in the evening then, near opera bar where i was to meet my other friends.
in my heart, i was wondering what could it be that she want to pass to me.
when i met her and i saw her friend pass her a cake, my defences broke.
then i saw her brought out the flowers and i was nearly in tears.
then she told me that the flowers were from her and the cake was from buddy.
that was it. i broke down literally. i started sobbing.
i asked her how she knew but she didn't say.
she just said someone told her.
deep in my heart, i wondered if buddy was the one who told her
but all i could say was, thank you.
thank you to you, jess and thank you buddy.