my return back to singapore has been filled with visits to pine-smelling venues.
on wednesday, my poor man had to take an emergency trip back home during his lunch break to get his car. he needed to send me to the doc's after my headache, which i've been having since sunday, became so severe that i couldn't sleep, eat and was extremely nauseous. i was warned by the doctor that if the pain persists after taking my dear old synflex, i had better check myself in to the hospital. my man was furious when i decided to go clubbing instead and threatened to send me to the hospital today. but of course, i escaped once again despite the pain.
on tuesday, i had an appointment with the breast surgeon at changi general hospital. those who are really close to me would have known by now why i had that damned appointment so now i'm sharing it with the rest of my readers, which i believe is zilch, cos i'm bored out of my wits. i had the most painful fucking procedure ever done which involved a fine needle and my right areola. the idea that it was going to be fucking painful was implanted in my head the moment the lady doc asked me how's my threshold for pain and i was like damn it, how the fuck am i supposed to know? so yes, a test is done on the lump to see if it truly isn't cancerous and if so, i will be able to put off surgery till next year or even till i die. but this will only be known next week.
then of course, there was last monday, when i was asked by my doctor to go for an ultrasound scan for a lump that was detected in my right breast. seriously, it was a damn disgusting procedure. the goo-ey liquid thingy was so gross and i thought to myself, "i just showered and i'm being smeared with some disgusting liquid". it was fucking gross but it was quite cool as i watch the monitor whilst the radiologist did her thing to look for the lump.
so pardon me if i haven't been exactly friendly or updating much, i've had quite a handful to deal with. my man, too, had quite a bit to handle, especially with my obstinate decision to never have the surgery done, whether or not it's cancerous, till december. my mum must be completely going berserk within cos after my visit to changi general hospital and finding out that i'm on the pill (for the purpose of regulation!), she said to me, "you better know what you're doing".
aside from all of these bullshit, my man and i managed to take some time off the city landscape and checked into siloso beach resort for a nice night away, chilling out at cafe del mar. cuddling up against each other whilst checking out the new attraction - songs of the sea. anyhoo, do check out siloso beach resort (which was recommended to us by dennis!) for a great getaway. i'm now trying to convince my man to book it for a weekend on our 1st anniversary and to book it fast cos of the fucking date we got together on.
10 more days to winter and school starts next monday.
i want my distinctions this time round.
fucking results and this holiday has been interesting, of sorts.